With All of My Heart: Aug. 16, 2005

I start to think of you
And I get carried away
I try not to dream of you
But I do it everyday.
Life is hard enough
Without you on my mind.
Ever since the day I left you
I'm starting to find
That some dreams are real
But none can ever last.
You were what I always hoped for
And now you're just in my past.
There's a prayer I say,
There's a thought I can't push away,
That one day I will see you again
And that maybe
Just maybe
For all that we know
There could be something to this
Other than a childish dream.

Untitled: Jan. 9, 2007

(obviously, these are in no particular order...lol.)

There was a time
When seeing you with her
Would have made me cry.
There was a time when
I thought I could only love you.
I wanted nothing more than to spend
The rest of my life
In your arms.
Once, I trembled with fear
When I thought I would lose you.
It used to be,
I walked in a dream without you.
There was a time I never could have imagined
That we would be two separate things.
You were a man in my eyes.
There was I time
I would have sworn I could never see you
As I do now.
But when I look at him
With love, I know
I have been wrong many times.